Friday, August 20, 2010

Sol LeWitt Wall Drawing I


I'm going to start posting my experiences working as an independent contractor at the Albright Knox Art Gallery ... working on a scribble drawing here, the biggest wall drawing that LeWitt designed (and his last), is such an intense and fascinating opportunity.

I heard about it from family who live nearby (and with whom I'm staying while I'm at this job -- about 2 months) and was lucky enough to receive the position after applying and flying here for an interview. My interview with Ilana, the assistant curator who is in charge of this project, flew by and I hoped that I would get to see her again and to work with her / under her direction.

My first day at the Knox was thrilling. I walked into the education doors, into a hallway which I have gotten to know intimately. There is a security guard / doorman at a desk there, and the walls are covered with portraits / faces done by autistic students (children?). On the first day, I sat on a bench against the wall, lined up in a row with the other apprentices. Most of us had never seen each other before, but I was somewhat intimidated by the two young women sitting close to me who knew each other and chatted familiarly.

I was interested in the artistically handsome young man with a mess of hair under a knit beanie, and hoped that I would get to know him better. I also immediately recognized the twin of a fellow who I had met a few days before in the coffee shop with my cousin. We had chatted with him a bit and after I revealed to him what brought me to the area, he told me that his twin brother would be working on the project with me. It was nice to have a reason to connect with someone right away, and in fact, he has been a comforting presence among my coworkers.

Finally Ilana appeared and her presence reassured me. She told us she had breakfast for us and ushered us down the corridors into the main gallery, past the gift shop, and into what would become known as the "break room." We ate bagels and other breakfast pastries, sipped coffee and juice, and got to know each other's faces and voices while Ilana gave an introduction. We spent most of the first day getting oriented with the break room and our work space - 3 walls of various dimensions that wrap around a stairwell. The walls were, and still are, decorated with ornately constructed scaffolding, covered with plastic tarp, with zipper entry / exit ways, and a very elaborate ventilation system involving huge dragon-like clear plastic tubes that carry the "soiled" air from the work area through the museum and outside, keeping our air clear (and also sometimes rather chilly).

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

words of the day

o·nei·ric

[oh-nahy-rik] Show IPA
–adjective
of or pertaining to dreams.
Origin:
1855–60; < Gk óneir ( os ) dream + -ic

e·men·da·tion

[ee-muhn-dey-shuhn, em-uhn-] Show IPA
–noun
1.
a correction or change, as of a text.
2.
the act of emending.
Origin:
1530–40; < L ēmendātiōn- (s. of ēmendātiō ), equiv. to ēmendāt( us ) ( see emendate) + -iōn- -ion

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

soda pressed

so i realized something cool just now
"so depressed"
can be compressed
to be "sodepressed"
which is like Soda Pressed
aka SODA is involved.

Monday, July 26, 2010

Inception

I saw "Inception" today with a wonderful young lady.
My thoughts on the movie...
It was pretty interesting. I enjoyed some of the exploration of dreams and the "rules" involved in "extraction" and "inception." The acting was pretty good, although both of the female characters were rather stiff, I found.
It was uncomfortably reminiscent of Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, except replacing the romance / relationship with violence, which I was not supportive of.
The relationships between the characters didn't have much depth, and in fact, none of the characters did, although I got to enjoy the "dream team" and the way in which they interacted with each other as a group.
It was definitely cool to think about the architecture of dreams as connected to "real" architecture, and see how environments could morph in dreams. Some of the special effects here were really awesome, like the environment just being bent and flipped over on itself.
I thought some things were too easy and some were too hard. For example, it was too easy to get the architect girl involved (when she was told the job was illegal, she didn't even protest). And some things were too hard (whose subconscious contains armies with machine guns, anyway???). I think the movie could have used a bit less extremes. I also think the entire purpose of the movie, or of the main dream mission (inception) was pretty lame, although it was very cool how they took this lame idea and gave it psychological depth.

All in all -- some really cool exploration of dreams & special effects, some good acting and group dynamics, too much violence and extremes of simplification / complications

Listening to Philip Glass, piano etudes

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

The Big Picture


in an experiment
run by psychologists or cognitive
scientists, visual art students
are shown to scan a scene
thoroughly, eyeing the most
minute details, equally, while
students of psychology
focus on faces and major objects,
identifying the more obvious
subjects of the scene.

as an art student, when i'm told
to look at the big picture,
it's perfectly normal that i trip
over afterthoughts and stop to
ponder on potential missed opportunities.
things like that pull me from
corner to corner, dragging my plans
and goals through every notable
transition in tonal
contrast and geometric identity.

i look around, for sure, there
may be hardly anything i miss--
the problem is how long
i linger, and where and the
importance of the area so
vehemently distracting me.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Sleep-Deprived


I couldn't fall asleep last night until about 3am.
I was stressed out and just shaken up from all the emotions of the day.

I woke up at 8am and am very tired.
However, I had a productive morning (so far).
I took photos of a bunch of my stuff from my watercolor class last summer, as well as things back from freshman year, in Pastel & Gouache at RISD, which I never took good photos of.

Taking photos of my art feels pretty productive. Like not only am I reviewing art I've done before, which helps me remember things I learned from it, it's somewhat of an ego boost (because I do sometimes come upon things I am proud of, even if they were laborious exercises), and I am making progress in terms of achieving anything I might want to achieve that involves a portfolio (aka an art-related job, MFA program, etc.)

I just saw a picture of my cousin's new puppy... she is so gorgeous (the puppy not the cousin, but obviously my cousin is too). I am beyond excited to meet her and envelope her with my loving smooches.

There was something else I was going to say.
Oh yeah.
I want to submit to the Utrecht competition, which means I am going to need feedback on what to submit. This might be a big project.

Monday, July 19, 2010

Ups & Downs



Today has been an emotional & psychological roller coaster.
I have literally felt myself going through various stages of existence.... like in terms of tension / happiness / sadness / elation / confusion etc.
My body is just really worn out now. I'm so beat.
A body can only take so much in one day...

last night i was up til like 2am
and tonight i think i was ready to crash at 9:30pm
i need to find some routine and stability
i need to know what's in my future



Um?


Where did all my old blogs go? I have not kept good track of them.

Poem today:

the problem is, i love all
the wrong people, wrong
because i love them all
and they don't mix

listening to...Mozart for Relaxation



Finally finished my exquisite paper doll images... finally fairly satisfied with most of the images ;p
check them out here....